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It is the season of giving and sharing!

Merry Christmas!!!

today went out with all precious thots staffs except yvonne and felicia cos yvonne went back malaysia and felicia working but we surprise felicia by visiting her at her workplace.. she was shock to see everyone of us.. went meet shining first then travel down to meet them, we were late but second to reach.. then christina late for 1 hr, janessa late for 2 hr!! after that went eat after visiting felicia, ling zheng and his fren come down look for us, then we walk ard town, after that me and shining left tgt then i rush down compass to meet desmond.. im late! real late! sorry for making him wait so long lor.. he pass me christmas present and subway cookies which i craving for very long! then we chat and walk ard compass then ate dinner and chat till 9plus and he send me home.. thanks a lot..

then home bathe, msg des then use com till now and watch tv.. that how i pass my christmas this yr...while on train rushing down to meet desmond, once i board train i jiu keep looking at my ice cream brochure till i alight the train, the guy sitting beside me was playing psp i wonder whether he will think i weird or not as i can look at 1 ice cream brochure for the whole train trip, and it is just looking at those nice ice cream picture.. yum yum!!

last day of work at precious thots raffles place... so fast my working period end le, and i work 1 month for them le.. bought yvonne and uncle kai chocolates for christmas and also because i ate quite a lot of their chocolate when working in this 1 month.. cos is christmas eve so very busy the whole day till no time to eat.. then 8plus angela come find me! =D cos need pack atrium stuffs back store then i very busy packing while talking to her, and ended up she help me too! thanks ar.. then went home with her, so here i am at home blogging to pass my christmas..

have 3 days break be4 starting my new job on monday.. new working environment, new challenge.. hope is a good one..

As time pass by i will be better de.. and now im really getting better.. thanks for all the care and concern..

time really fly.. my working period in precious thots is ending in 4 days and im starting work another job in 1 week time.. time in preicous thots is fun, everyone is so friendly and have fun working with them and now my working period going end le, wonder when we the part timers will meet up again as everyone are in different sch and walking different path down the road.. the time i went help in atrium and everyone include me busy wrapping present non stop, the time we talk bad abt some customers behind there back.. the uncle kai that we always shoot him OLD, whereby he is only 23.. and our da jie yvonne.. think i will miss them all..

starting new job soon, a job that i wait for almost 1 month but i didnt waste my 1 month waiting cos im working and now i got the job! better pay than precious thots, wonder how the ppl there will be, i scared i do a lot of wrong thing, and is a job i cant really make any mistake.. scared scared... hope everything will be fine..

ytd SRSCO 40th anniversary concert was a great one.. Good job to all the performers! rush back sch after work then went holding room look for them, then went back hall to watch their performance.. qing tian i love it! how i wish i noe how to play too, and join them playing.. concert end, went help carry instrument back studio and carrying lots of performers bags back studio.. then take a lot of photos in studio then went kovan mac for dinner with most of the co then few went xin wang eat.. in mac was taking photo too, forget which senior say we the co like tourist taking pic in sg mac.. after that chat ard and home.. have fun with the CO.. miss co a lot..

I thought i can, but i cant... i really cant... let go..

I tried.. but i still think no matter wad..

Its so near yet so far...

I thought i dun feel pain anymore, and able to move on..
but it was all lie, i use work to keep me occupy..

I told myself to let go, but sometime its still hurts a lot..
i mean.. Really a lot.

No matter wad, i need to learn to let go and face the reality no matter how much it hurts me..
time is all i need...

Even though there are a lot of memories and i wish to have more.. but i cant have it anymore..
maybe those memories is enough for me..

I still wan it...
but i noe i cant have it anymore..

All because
i have lost it, it no longer mine..

reality hurts..

everything is so painful...

thing just ended like this...

only work can keep me occupy, and dun let me think abt anything that hurts...

but after and be4 work, mind will continue think non stop..

went work in the morning as they suddenly call me go work today, saw ling zheng another part timer.. so got 2 part timer in the morning with xiao kai (jason) and yvonne... like usual 12 - 2pm busy busy busy... i be packer, cos i dun really noe how to do member thingy and im slow when i do member.. then pack pack pack time fly fast 2:15 le.. then after that quite free.. talk talk and pack stuff then off work! 2 more part timer come for shift B, im the shortest in the whole shop! T_T then hungry cos no bread today for my breakfast then xiao kai give me some biscuit to eat and after eating went home le..

bathe and do nth then on com, also nth to do so decide to blog lor.. kena scold by mum for not buying anything to eat be4 work or for the whole afternoon, say wad will get gastritis.. now waiting for my dinner to be ready so i can eat! hungry! bored at home, day for me is like no work then very bored at home nth to do lor.. everyday the same..

It is the season of giving and sharing!

Merry Christmas!!!

today went out with all precious thots staffs except yvonne and felicia cos yvonne went back malaysia and felicia working but we surprise felicia by visiting her at her workplace.. she was shock to see everyone of us.. went meet shining first then travel down to meet them, we were late but second to reach.. then christina late for 1 hr, janessa late for 2 hr!! after that went eat after visiting felicia, ling zheng and his fren come down look for us, then we walk ard town, after that me and shining left tgt then i rush down compass to meet desmond.. im late! real late! sorry for making him wait so long lor.. he pass me christmas present and subway cookies which i craving for very long! then we chat and walk ard compass then ate dinner and chat till 9plus and he send me home.. thanks a lot..

then home bathe, msg des then use com till now and watch tv.. that how i pass my christmas this yr...while on train rushing down to meet desmond, once i board train i jiu keep looking at my ice cream brochure till i alight the train, the guy sitting beside me was playing psp i wonder whether he will think i weird or not as i can look at 1 ice cream brochure for the whole train trip, and it is just looking at those nice ice cream picture.. yum yum!!

last day of work at precious thots raffles place... so fast my working period end le, and i work 1 month for them le.. bought yvonne and uncle kai chocolates for christmas and also because i ate quite a lot of their chocolate when working in this 1 month.. cos is christmas eve so very busy the whole day till no time to eat.. then 8plus angela come find me! =D cos need pack atrium stuffs back store then i very busy packing while talking to her, and ended up she help me too! thanks ar.. then went home with her, so here i am at home blogging to pass my christmas..

have 3 days break be4 starting my new job on monday.. new working environment, new challenge.. hope is a good one..

As time pass by i will be better de.. and now im really getting better.. thanks for all the care and concern..

time really fly.. my working period in precious thots is ending in 4 days and im starting work another job in 1 week time.. time in preicous thots is fun, everyone is so friendly and have fun working with them and now my working period going end le, wonder when we the part timers will meet up again as everyone are in different sch and walking different path down the road.. the time i went help in atrium and everyone include me busy wrapping present non stop, the time we talk bad abt some customers behind there back.. the uncle kai that we always shoot him OLD, whereby he is only 23.. and our da jie yvonne.. think i will miss them all..

starting new job soon, a job that i wait for almost 1 month but i didnt waste my 1 month waiting cos im working and now i got the job! better pay than precious thots, wonder how the ppl there will be, i scared i do a lot of wrong thing, and is a job i cant really make any mistake.. scared scared... hope everything will be fine..

ytd SRSCO 40th anniversary concert was a great one.. Good job to all the performers! rush back sch after work then went holding room look for them, then went back hall to watch their performance.. qing tian i love it! how i wish i noe how to play too, and join them playing.. concert end, went help carry instrument back studio and carrying lots of performers bags back studio.. then take a lot of photos in studio then went kovan mac for dinner with most of the co then few went xin wang eat.. in mac was taking photo too, forget which senior say we the co like tourist taking pic in sg mac.. after that chat ard and home.. have fun with the CO.. miss co a lot..

I thought i can, but i cant... i really cant... let go..

I tried.. but i still think no matter wad..

Its so near yet so far...

I thought i dun feel pain anymore, and able to move on..
but it was all lie, i use work to keep me occupy..

I told myself to let go, but sometime its still hurts a lot..
i mean.. Really a lot.

No matter wad, i need to learn to let go and face the reality no matter how much it hurts me..
time is all i need...

Even though there are a lot of memories and i wish to have more.. but i cant have it anymore..
maybe those memories is enough for me..

I still wan it...
but i noe i cant have it anymore..

All because
i have lost it, it no longer mine..

reality hurts..

everything is so painful...

thing just ended like this...

only work can keep me occupy, and dun let me think abt anything that hurts...

but after and be4 work, mind will continue think non stop..

went work in the morning as they suddenly call me go work today, saw ling zheng another part timer.. so got 2 part timer in the morning with xiao kai (jason) and yvonne... like usual 12 - 2pm busy busy busy... i be packer, cos i dun really noe how to do member thingy and im slow when i do member.. then pack pack pack time fly fast 2:15 le.. then after that quite free.. talk talk and pack stuff then off work! 2 more part timer come for shift B, im the shortest in the whole shop! T_T then hungry cos no bread today for my breakfast then xiao kai give me some biscuit to eat and after eating went home le..

bathe and do nth then on com, also nth to do so decide to blog lor.. kena scold by mum for not buying anything to eat be4 work or for the whole afternoon, say wad will get gastritis.. now waiting for my dinner to be ready so i can eat! hungry! bored at home, day for me is like no work then very bored at home nth to do lor.. everyday the same..